Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Moving On

Crooning on my STEREO: Quiero Ser by AMAIA MONTERO

People, listen to my woes.

Ever since I have been dropped into that pile of shit; I have deteriorated in looks, social skills, zest and wit. I probably stink. I am now fat. I throw myself into work, I obsess over emails and I have to knock down at least 500ml of alco just calm my nerves every evening.

I am turning into a wreck.

Best thing is, he doesn't even know it. He doesn't care. He is probably making love to her as I speak.

Oh god. Eww.

That makes me sick in the day. Then it makes me cry in the night. Really, I can't bloody get over it. So I reckon the temporary relief is to either get very drunk, pass out and pray I will never have to wake up in 5 hours. Even his friends have disappeared.

Wishful thinking, I am now back from Barcelona and nothing of that self pity has changed. I am still the same. So you will have to tolerate at least another 5 depressing blog posts here.

I told you, this is hard. On the bright side, I found almost everything else easier. I could even ring DHL in German and get them to redirect my box of figure skates. Hoo-Hah.

So yeah, I will never have to speak Italian again. Unless I am dealing with RAI which fortunately there is no need to. They are run by women and they don't like dealing with women.

I got my blackberry back today. It is still cracked. Nothing has changed.

So now I am back to square one. Everybody else is inspiring me to ridicule stupid men and continue to live.

Yes I bloody hell can.


KY said...

you're strong and you're mean and you're awesome!

now stop kicking the deflated ball

Jolenesiah said...

hugs, welcome back...
get il divo latest album and blast ur speakers...

i know is hard to get over it but life have to move on...

get urself together, dress up and go partying... seriously is his lost...

who knows u might meet someone while u partying :D

Huei said...

yes you can!

so his friends are gone, screw them! birds of feathers flock together. you have better friends, those who really care

in school i've always thought of u as a hot girl, and u still are (in a non les way)! be confident, u're not fat! and very true..it's his lost :)

Rt Hon Sir Cipan Nougat-Tenuk said...

Once upon a time a powerful sultan called his Grand Vizier to audience.

He said to the old man, "Can you find me something that will bring me down to earth when I'm ecstatic with happiness, and that will bring me comfort when I am sad?"

The Grand Vizier bowed and said, "I will do my best, sire" and went off.

A week later he presented the sultan with a beautiful gold ring.

The sultan put on the ring, it was a perfect fit, and read the inscription on it.

He then rose and hugged the Grand Vizier, immensely grateful.

The inscription said, "This, too, will pass."



Yng Lyn said...

Ky: i am, its a deflatd futsal.
you know what would make me feel better? get me a photo of the other girl!!!!!

jolenesiah: thanks dear... omg that reminds that they have a new album :)
i am better.. still haunts me but i hope everything will be ok :)

huei: you are so sweet.. thanks for the encouragement. you are hot too, i hope i had the same strength as you :) guess what? I am going to get a dog :)

sir cipan: the story made me cry in the office...

it touches me and you are right,

this too will pass :)

KY said...

waa. that's not exactly the easiest thing to do. I don't even speak Italian!

Huei said...

that's good to hear!!! a dog's always a good therapy! =D and i know u love doggies! =)

Mirebella said...

Hang tough my dear. It is always a lot harder trying to face up to betrayal but you do have a strong support system (immediate and online).

You are loved.