Thursday, November 20, 2008

Day 5 After The Storm

Crooning on my STEREO:
If I Were A Boy by BEYONCE

I dreamt of him with her again last night. When will this ever end?

It has been 7 days since the storm, and fuck it still feels like it happened yesterday. It hurts. So bad.

After all that he has done, I still miss him. so much.

Oh God. Help me.


Jolenesiah said...

guess God do really helps u, i know how u feel, and i know how sad u r right now...

it happened to me before... and later only i realize he dont worth my tears.. when i found out the truth...

I know u r a strong woman... yes u r.. that y i admire u , one day u will stand at ur own 2 feet again... maybe u what u need is time...

RYN: lol... where do u do ur shopping till u gonna be in debt at this rate? lol how i wish we can just have unlimited cash flow..and shop till all the worries gone :D


Yng Lyn said...

thanks Jolene.. i need God's help at this point.. its hard. I am sorry you had to go through the same, it must have been so painful. You are a strong dear.

I am off to Barcelona tomorrow, i hope the change in environment will clear my mind :)

jolenesiah said...

well do enjoy ur trip to Barcelona.. is a sexy city i think... lol

i do wish i can fly one day :D

remember God always by our side... :)